I was talking to mom and man friend on the computer when I first got up around 1 and the feelings that have been brewing for the past few days came out. I started crying in the café and put my sunglasses on so the people wouldn't see.
It's not Querétaro and it's not Mexico that's doing it. But, once in a while even at home I'm sad for a week or two even if everything is great.
Monday I need to make myself start at the gym. I've been loosing some weight while I've been here but I have goals I'd like to meet.
I'd like to be able to run a 10k next summer.
And once we move to SF I know Billy would willingly be my running buddy.
But, it's all going to have to start at the gym on the elliptical and bike machine...
I don't think man friend is going to come visit me while I'm here... it's too much money to come for too few days. But, Joey says hes going to be down here for day of the dead so if man friend doesn't come JT and I will go shoot some stuff.
I need to start saving for a better camera. I keep thinking of all these trips I want to go on but I just need a better camera and an internship. That needs to be a bigger concern right now than traveling.
I need to go full frame and get at least 2 more lenses.
I have so much homework to do and it's taking a lot of effort to just not go home and go to sleep. My sleep pattern has gotten back to normal and I can't start back to where I was when I first came to Querétaro... napping and then not being able to get up till noon. I only slept in today because I could.
Next weekend I'm not going to be able to do anything fun because the following week is our first rounds of tests... the week after that I really want to go somewhere by myself... an alex adventure.
It's a photo life...

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